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03 May 2009 @ 07:46 pm
... trade baby-blues for wide-eyed browns ...  
I think I'm turning into one of those people who resent couples.

Mind you, it's equally possible that I just resent fit emo kids having boyfriends girlfriends. Idk.

Pub was fun. Clearly I should never wear my boobs out in Stevenage, because it leads to being hit on by old men. Three times. Also, ran into Lee's mother AND his best friends separately. What are the fucking odds?

I have my emo-face on today, and it's a bit rubbish. I don't have any reason for feeling down, I just do.

On the plus side, I'm seeing Kate and Katie in Stvng on Wednesday, so that's something. Fangasming + Costas + DDR = win.

Something has to = win, after all.
Current Mood: sadtickle-me-emo
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Miss WhipKat: The Acklessparklyfiend on May 4th, 2009 11:29 pm (UTC)
Jared’s used to seeing Jensen asleep - bolt upright on a plane, flat on his back after a deceptively tiring Q&A session, passed out on a cheap bar. His favourite is when Jensen’s head lolls against his shoulder after some shitty movie marathon, his mouth open and his breath hot against Jared’s neck.

Jared doesn’t like seeing Jensen like this… but then, Jensen’s not exactly asleep. It was a head-on collision. Some drunken asshole careening down the freeway, apparently. It wasn’t much consolation that he was in a similar state. Jared didn’t care if that made him cold-hearted. Jensen’s been unconscious for two days, which was better than it could be, but not by much. Apparently, the doctors expected him to make a full recovery.

Jared wasn’t moving, just in case.

Jensen’s five-o-clock shadow was looking decidedly scruffy, Jared noted, on the fifth hour of his vigil. On the seventeenth hour, he noticed that Dean’s thick silver ring was sitting a little looser on Jensen’s hands than usual. Mostly though, he just sat mired in his own thoughts.

Around hour thirty-five, he drifts off, curled up into a ridiculously tight ball on two armchairs that struggle to fit even half of his frame. The beep of the heart monitor is constant - a fact which is both soothing, and enough to slowly lull him to sleep. He wakes up again about four hours later, when a nurse tells him to go home.

He wanders around the hospital gardens instead, the cold Vancouver air managing to wake him up more effectively than the scalding cups of vending machine coffee he’d forced down his throat.

Hour forty-five sees Jared in the giftshop, forking over $15 dollars for disposable razors and shaving foam. He cursed the abuse of his wallet and decided that coffee was on Jensen for the next few Starbucks runs if… no, when Jensen woke up.

He settles in with a cup of hot water in a Styrofoam cup as a makeshift basin. He traces a gentle finger along the side of Jensen’s face, stroking the contours of his cheekbones and following the line of hair down to Jensen’s top lip. He resists the urge to stroke that too.

He’s never tried to categorise what they are, they’ve always just been ‘Jared-n-Jensen’, just the wrong side of bromance, just the right side of out and out gay. Their girlfriends always seem to accept it, but Jared sometimes wonders if that’s more out of necessity than tolerance. He tests the water with his hand and decides that it’s cool enough. He slowly lathers up Jensen’s face, and wonders if this takes him a step closer to across the line to out and out gay. Slowly he drags the blade across Jensen’s face, taking care to stretch the skin taut. He sighs, glancing up at Jensen’s closed eyes, and washes the lather off one cheek, before starting work on the other.

Soon enough, Jensen’s countenance is cleanshaven, and Jared is quiet, placing the razor blade-down into the cup. He places a gentle kiss against Jensen’s soft cheek, and he waits.
kate_fkn_doeskate_fkn_does on May 4th, 2009 11:32 pm (UTC)

I liked it. I feel there should be fucking longer things to be honest.
kate_fkn_doeskate_fkn_does on June 29th, 2009 10:54 pm (UTC)
More shaving is better? Please rectify this in future fics
kate_fkn_doeskate_fkn_does on June 29th, 2009 10:55 pm (UTC)
i did not mean that question mark.

I meant. More shaving is better!!!!!!!!!!!

Now go and solutionise this please.
kate_fkn_doeskate_fkn_does on June 29th, 2009 10:55 pm (UTC)
I have not cracked. I just expect some more shaving fic. OOOOOOOOOOOOOR Jensen in the gym. NOM NOM.
kate_fkn_doeskate_fkn_does on June 29th, 2009 11:08 pm (UTC)
please write a fic where jensen says "mah pussay is hangin out y'all" makes no sense but still.
Miss WhipKat: SPN// Castiel says 'fuck you!'sparklyfiend on June 29th, 2009 11:09 pm (UTC)
kate_fkn_doeskate_fkn_does on June 29th, 2009 11:10 pm (UTC)
LIES. Cas does not think that I am an asshole.

Miss WhipKat: #asylum// The tongue thing :Dsparklyfiend on June 29th, 2009 11:11 pm (UTC)
... i am so going to end up writing femmeslash, and it will be your fault.
and i will dedicate it to you, ha.

idek, i do apologise D:
kate_fkn_doeskate_fkn_does on June 29th, 2009 11:12 pm (UTC)
I think you should write me some fic where Jensen shaves and Jared sees and takes copious photos and posts them on the internet.